Can’t believe it!!!! Going to see Justin Bieber !!!!!! Oct5th!!!!!!!!!:) beyond stoked !
we text for 5 days and spent 6 nights together, U needed a ride from a friends house and asked me to come hangout with you there, you introduced me as “yours” and kissed me so our secret was now out…we went home and you told me,”janaye i know i am older but i really enjoy being around you and promise to never hold you back from anything, your amazing!” i was so happy we went back to your house and you grabbed my face and said,”janaye, you are one of the hottest girls ive ever seen in my life!” i feel so important and special around you. That night was the first time i spent the night and our conversation go super intense, i didnt know what to say. we fell asleep and fooled around around 6am! Later i took you to your car, and we acted normal, you said to txt you later, so I did and after dance you were already asleep, the next day we hardly text and said you wanted to hang out the next night, i didnt know what to respond back cause lately yout texts have been short, so after talking to an ex last night i wanted to go out on a limb and text you at two in the morning about how great i think you are and how much fun i have when im with you. I realize you wouldnt text back but its now mid afternoon of the next day and still no text! what is up! please dont be a child and just talk to me, maybe im over thinking this but it feels weird. If you do text back i may not respond or say im busy because im busy the rest of the week and you may miss me but my best friends are coming home and i dont need a guy in my life anyway! ugh, i dont know where to go from here or how to feel! :( this is why i hate boys and the distraction. I lose sleep and over think everything !! :( hopefully it will workout for the better!
you said we should go into this without expectations…so I did, now im left more confused than ever.
hellllooo gorgeous!
